:: SaDnEss RuLe Me ALL::

one thing people hate in their life is sadness.. misery that causes pain and sufferings to one.. if i were to say that all the sufferings i had in this life of mine is painful yet crucial, does anyone out there believe me?? really, i really want to end my life sometimes.. yet i couldnt do it.. because i had to live on and to help other people.. i really want them to know, i'm suffering.. i'm lonely.. i'm hurt.. but no one knows.. even my closest friends and god-siblings.. i hate myself.. i hate my life.. i wish that i can say goodbye to this world.. but i cant.. i had to live on.. live on for the sake of my buddy.. my sisters.. i love them loads.. will they love me too?? i miss them, i need them.. i need their love, their care... i hope they'll be there for me when i break down.. just the way i was there for them.. till then.. i hope